[tmtranscripts] 05-09-04 Rio Rancho NM TeaM

[Gerdean O Bowen]

DATE:                 May 9, 2004
                                Mother’s Day
LOCATION:         Mother’s House
                                Rio Rancho, NM 
TEACHERS:         NEBADONIA, TOMAS & ANATOLIA
TOPICS:                 The Handmaidens of the Lord
                                Finding the Resting Place Within
                                Singing the Lost Chord Within 
Q&A:                 Personal Counsel for Each Student
T/R’s:                 Gerdean and Matthew 
MUSIC:         Elena on Piano:  "It Is Well With My Soul"
PRAYER: Matthew: Let us place ourselves in the presence of Jesus, the
Christ.

Master Teacher,
We come to you today with gladness and appreciation in our hearts for it
being a day to celebrate motherhood, and for all who are and all who have
a mother, we are truly grateful for we experience part of the god force
through motherhood and from our mothers in particular. For this You help
make men possible, for the female was the preeminent model for which all
else flows. For that we are grateful. 
And for those who are here, and not here yet, and everyone who is, that
we may find a way to establish peace with in our hearts and minds, so
that it may established throughout all of creation, primarily on this
planet that we currently inhabit, that we may find a way to end
aggression and allow peace to finally reign. With You, it finally will.
For that and all else you know to be alive and well within our hearts,
and what needs healing, we place before You now and forever, in
appreciation, we remain true.
Amen.

NEBADONIA: My children, this is Nebadonia, your Mother, the Divine
Minister.
Group: Thank you. Welcome. Happy Mother’s Day!

NEBADONIA: I bow to your acknowledgement of me and bestow my
acknowledgment as well on you, those of you who minister as my daughters
and our sons. This is indeed an auspicious occasion, throughout the
realm, that is in appreciation of the feminine attributes and "the
handmaiden of the Lord." The ministry of the nations are in our domain
and all the cares and concerns therein. We tend to the field, to the
flocks, and to the animals, as well as our mates and children, making
certain that the cradle rocks and comfort is given, counsel is bestowed,
praise is forthcoming, and generations upon generations rise again to
give continued and greater advances in courage and commitment to the
Father of us all.

Welcome home. Welcome home all of you, my beloved children, to the loving
arms of our universe, where good things happen and joy reigns supreme. 

We enjoy your efforts in accessing the many ministering spirits, hosts of
space, personalities throughout the galaxy that eagerly attend you and
await your acknowledgement of their gifts and counsel. 

In this spirit of Family, sharing of the Father’s riches and the feast
that sits upon His table, I relinquish you to your exercises and
festivities. Farewell.

Group: Thank you.

TOMAS: And Tomas, a servant of Our Mother, takes the podium for hosting
your gathering. Today our priceless configuration, gathering under the
wing of the Mother hen, her chicks once more. Perhaps in the fashion of
the format we have evolving before us, this being the week designated as
the opportunity to all learn to practice this art, craft, skill,
technique of transmitting/receiving, I will call upon Anatolia to align
your energies in a meditative state so that your circuits can avail
themselves most readily to the prompts that will ensue when and as you
are amenable to hearing and responding to their touch. 

We will be sensitive today to the opportunities inherent in this kind of
sharing. Thus, if and when any of you feel the urge to voice that which
appears in your mind as a transmission from the otherness that is in the
universe, it is our duty and pleasure to pause for your contribution, and
such is the Way. Anatolia, would you proceed?

ANATOLIA: Welcome all to another installment of our proceedings within.
It is my pleasure to bring relaxation and reverence to your inner world,
for this is where you will meet spirit and where spirit lives. It is with
great ponderance of the sacred that I bring you this inner life
opportunity. For those of you who are well familiar with the inner life,
I encourage you to walk with us so that we may join together in this
journey called spirit.

For your benefit and for that of all that you encounter, I am eager to
have you relax and, in whatever posture you are sitting, to just let
yourself breathe deeply. Breathe in, and exhale any tension, stress or
discomfort. Know that by such a release of tension, energy or confusion,
you are creating an opportunity for light and energy of the positive
nature to replace that that has been exhaled. 

I now urge you to picture yourself from the top of your head to the
bottom of your feet, melting, like the Witch on the Wizard of Oz. Picture
yourself relaxing to the extent that you are simply caving in on
yourself, slowly and certainly, to where you are just a mass of energy
being held in abeyance, hovering just above a flat surface, so that you
are not totally absorbed into the surface but you have nevertheless
collapsed into one source of energy, hovering. Allow this to happen as I
have suggested. [Period of Stillness.]

In this meltdown, or concentration of energy, you will find yourself
alive and well and full of grace and reverence for the life that is
within, for the life that you are, -- that need not have a body to know
its worth and its place in creation, for this is the gift of Life – that
which is and can see beyond what a body defines as life, for this is the
living essence of your existence, as well as those around you and those
well beyond your sight but not beyond your care or perception. 

In this ball of energy, imagine yourself in a place that will give you
energy and reassurance and vitality for returning to your physical form,
aware of your energy source and can reunite with your body to revitalize
in this manner. Whether it be an open meadow full of blowing wheat on a
sunshiny day, where you feel the warmth of the sun on your being yet a
gentle breeze that adds pleasure to the warmth, or whether it be a
mountaintop overlooking a valley below, with all shades of green, gray,
black, brown with life surround, with soaring birds and cattle and other
wildlife below, wherever you choose, know that this is the form that life
takes. 

But life is not simply form. It is all that enables it to be. It is
beyond this realm that you wish to find grace, strength, and refreshment
for your soul. When you feel the need (and I suggest when you know that
you are in need), practice exercises such as this, that will enable you
to realize where your source of energy lies. It is within. It is within
the energy field that gives you life and breath and the ability to act.
Where this essence comes from is your connection to the eternal, to our
Heavenly Parent, to the one Source and Center of all that is. 

We could create an interlocking necklace, a rosary if you will, of
interconnecting beads of every individual that ever was or ever will be,
and imagine what a ball of energy that would create, for that is surely
what it is. It is only that some parts of this amalgam of energy of
creation does not know it is part of the whole but is off in various
locations quarreling, quibbling, and creating havoc within themselves and
others. Pray for those to rejoin you in the collective, as this is surely
the destination of all that is, to rejoin the whole where peace,
tranquillity and triumph truly reign.

I leave you for a time in your resting-place within until such time as
Tomas would recall you to studious acquaintance with yourselves and
others. I wish you a pleasant and refreshing time within and a wonderful
Mother’s Day. Peace be with you.

TOMAS: Behold the voice of the bird in song. Each of you little birds has
a song as well. If you in faith allow your voice to rise in the natural
song of your soul, you will find yourself singing. This is the essence of
the transmitter/receiver – to sing the song of eternity, to play upon the
harmony of the universe, to recognize the notes and the chords that rise
and fall in the symphony of life. Each note and each personality echo the
song of Paradise that sings to us all the siren call to return to our
Source, in song and in joy of 
being. 

Let me help you. 

Reneau, have you knowledge of your spirit guides? Do you recognize their
presence with you? Do you know your personal teachers? Have you seen and
felt the influence of your guardian seraphim? Have you had occasion to be
amused by the machinations of the midwayers? And can you recognize that
you are among many in your ethereal reality? Do you know that you are not
alone? 

Elena, do you feel the urge to allow your voice to rise up, to bubble up
from the depths of your being, to fall as living water from the font of
your mouth to refresh your environment, to cool the heat of confusion, to
wash the dust of experience, to baptize the world with the Word. Do you
have within you the courage to feel the effort that lays upon your lips,
willing you to leap into a dimension of faith, which you have in your
mind, which you know in your heart, which you have yet to express, by
this method? Make it clear, I am told, that we are well aware of your
music expressions, and that they indeed do serve as your song. But there
are other means of expression that will provide you infinite comfort and
reflection, as well as catering to the needs of those whose souls you
serve. 

Myra, my fellow teacher, have you within you the yearning to extend into
the consciousness of those who come to you for constancy and substance of
a nature which, while understood as pertinent to this material existence,
will sustain them also into those depths of perception which also will
teach and nurture their forever aspects -- the double entendre of the
Teacher Divine which speaks to the mortal mind as well as the soul? You
who have embraced the art of teaching as a career have a sense of ability
to teach beyond the apparent, beyond the recognized paradigm of the
material realm. 

Through your conscious consecration of your own spirit, you will learn to
teach the souls of your students even as they are gathering together the
information they need to function in the material worlds. Augment their
lessons by enlarging their minds such that they are able to become
superconscious through the seeds you plant in your teaching efforts.
These potentials of greatness lie within you to pass on from our Master
Teacher, through you, to his many children in your charge. Be all that
you can be, dear Myra.

Esmeralda, glittering jewel of a woman, bent on preparing a table of
greatness for all her children. Open your doors now to your celestial
children. Invite them into your consciousness and allow them to feel at
home within you. Nurture your relationship with those who would come to
learn from you, as you are able to learn from them. Allow the wisdom of
womanhood to be the hand that rocks the cradle and fraternizes with
destiny, not only in the material sense but in the celestial sense as
well. 

There are many peers within your reach that would delight to work with
you in the overcare of those who are brought to you for your ministry.
The wisdom that you have within you, through your own experience and the
allowing of these others, will be sufficient now to see you through even
the mansion worlds themselves. Thus, your service to your fellows is
great and merely awaits your opening of the door of those circuits that
will give rise to the ministries that are inherent within you. Fear not
these responsibilities for you have proven trustworthy.

Dear Men-o-pah, wonderful son and father, brother and teacher, counselor
and elder, the ministry of your mind and the fragrance of your soul is a
mine of riches. Within you lies the gold and essential ores of all
wisdom, all maturity. The gifts given to you through your guidance and
reverence for the life that you have taken to yourself as sacred and
inducted into your being has given you great riches that you have access
to, that you are able to call up at will, that you remain the miner of.
Such a wealth of wisdom is not to be taken lightly, but is to be
distributed to the world, to those who might benefit from the wealth you
hold within your mother lode. When one reaches your age in this life,
when one such as yourself assumes the authority of your experience, in
harmony with the natural humility of one who has been privileged to see
such greatness, will render you invaluable. Cultivate your voice.
Cultivate your students. Thus you will cultivate the future.

Paula, precious child, I speak to you not as a little one, but as a
dynamic and great energy, a courageous espouser of value. You have found
your voice, no doubt. You have been rendered fearless. But your
capacities have not yet been tapped. Within you also lies greatness, and
your goodness is hidden behind your truths. The marriage of truth and
goodness can reveal, in fact, your beauty. Open yourself to the prospects
of the potential that lies within you, the music that warbles within your
throat that longs to sing those songs that will reveal the beauty On
High.

Thoroah, great breath of God, your power presumes to enfold you, as if to
release it would be a torrent. Your power is not the same as anger. Fear
not the power of the breath of God that is yours for the asking. Your
gentleness, as well, Thoroah, will temper your passion, the passion that
resides within your heart. The Master, too, was a man of deep feeling,
who mastered himself, even his mind, in such a way as he was able to open
his mouth and speak the truth to those he met in such a way as to render
them each a better person, a more open receptacle of the Spirit of Truth,
and a more gracious human being. You have within you these capacities. I
encourage you to allow yourself to grow into your own greatness. This
mighty breath that is within you is the Father’s gasp to his children.
Allow that gasp to be reconfigured through your personality gifts such
that it is revealed to your fellows in the gift of song – that song which
emanates from your voice as you learn to tap into the spirits who
surround you and yearn to use you in service to the greatness of
All-That-Is.

Gerdean, dear daughter, you, too, have within you more than you are
revealing. I don’t mean in terms of your transmitting skills, which we do
appreciate, but in you as a human being, as a transmitter of the Word in
those ways which are accessible by and through your own personality. You
are good at working through others as you work through me. In this
service you allow your own personality to become submerged, but I
challenge you to utilize your own voice to transmit those songs from On
High which will touch your fellows in ways that you alone can maneuver as
a result of your unique path in and through the children of time and
space. This potential, lying dormant, is stirring and you feel its urge
within. Be not afraid of yourself and your own motivations. We have long
known and trusted your intent. You have yet to learn to trust yourself. 

Dear Matthew, our sojourner and mouthpiece for many. We acknowledge your
gifts that your mouth is ready to present the truths that come from On
High as the Word that comes down from Paradise in and through the Eternal
Son and His Sons. How great thou art in your desire to serve, and to be
of service to a greater range of individuals than have been provided to
you thus far. Your ambition is duly noted and your capacity to socialize
your ambition has been a clearinghouse for this community -- this
community that has learned much about love as a result of your visit
here. As the Master "as he passed by" was able to instill much into the
hearts and minds of people, so have you and so shall you in the days to
come. 

And our Maria, who is absent today in being about the Father’s business
as she perceives it, it is my pleasure also to acknowledge her gifts and
her efforts as I address you, my children, my students in this base of
operations. Maria is a child recently born of the spirit and eager as a
young child to examine and explore the wonders of life, the treasures of
the cosmic reality presented to her in and through her own decisions and
largely enhanced through your work with her, simply by opening your
hearts and your doors to her personality, so that her spirit can find its
expression. 

The value of learning to be a transmitter receiver enables you to learn
intimately from the actual presence(s) of your many teachers, the many
value lessons that are offered in the sundry job descriptions of the
personalities that seek to serve you, to seek to serve mankind. Each of
us have a gift to offer you, and in conjunction with your gift, we are
all enhanced, broadened, and extended from simple and isolated voices, to
rise up in our efforts to the heavenly choir. I invite you all to learn
this technique for your own sakes and for the sake of those to come.

Have we any takers in the group at this time? Any questions?

Esmeralda: I have been pleased to know that I have Celene, and I have
talked to her during the week and I’m sure, because she is who she is,
she hears me. I don’t hear anything back from her but I am happier
because I know that she is my teacher. Another thing that I’m curious
about are the things that I see when I am being Still. During this, I
have been seeing like the jigsaw puzzle, the map of the United States
broken down into states, and at times, one of the States will jump out
and become more prominent than others. I don’t know if there is any
significance in anything that I see, but at least I am seeing something.

TOMAS: I have heard you say before that you envision in your meditative
states. Your eyes are busy and you see color and form, even to the point
of distraction. It occurs to me that you may be one of those who learns
to transmit by way of your perception, that you will receive pictures,
and the task for you then will be to describe to your hearer your picture
such that its interpretation may be made. 

The states in the United States, for example, seen as a puzzle, may be a
preliminary recognition of a concept that speaks to the idea of "the
parts and the whole" and that while each part may stand alone and unique,
it is through the combined efforts of these united states that the unity
of purpose is revealed. 

These vignettes of truth, beauty and goodness can appear in your mind and
depend upon your ability to express what you see as a lesson for
perception. This would seem to be a skill that is being presented to you
as to how your mind works and how your mind can begin to serve in this
T/R type capacity. Is this helpful?

Esmeralda: Thank you.
TOMAS: Is this helpful?

Esmeralda: Oh, is this helpful? Yes. I just have so much more. The only
time that my eyes have jumped so was the time when Gerdean and I were
doing Stillness at the same time and I was unsuccessful because my eyes
were jumping. That’s the only time that has happened, but the seeing of
whatever I’m seeing has happened for, oh, six or seven years now, and
it’s very interesting. It might, as you said, grow into something, but
right now I don’t think it would be enough to interest very many people.

TOMAS: This is because you have not experimented and practiced this
developing art form in your mind. If you have been experiencing this
phenomenon for half dozen years or so, in light of the fact that you were
introduced to the concept of Teacher contact perhaps ten years ago, I
would venture to say it is a natural evolutionary course of awareness for
you to notice. And since you do have such vision, I believe your
transmission technique well may be through visualization techniques and
teachings. You are very left brained, mechanical in your thought process.
The color and picture is a dynamic invasion from the right brain. If you
can coordinate those two aspects of your consciousness, your
superconsciousness well may emerge from that marriage.

Esmeralda: Possibly Celene and my Thought Adjuster can help me with that.


TOMAS: Without question. And we are all gladdened to see how effective
Celene has been in such a short period of time, and how you are glowing
in the radiance of her love for you.

Esmeralda: Just knowing her name has been a joy.

TOMAS: Continue. We look forward to your developments and the results of
your efforts with spirit.

Elena: I have to say that my main feeling this week was just a real need
to pull back from a whole lot of things and take a bit more inward time,
and I’m looking forward to this summer as being a time I can do that, and
look at things, because I had a pulling to do that. I think I felt a
little bit more of a presence, or an openness. I, too, have a tendency to
at least converse with Dimitrius during the day, and I’m hoping that that
is also taking that which is more positive and opening up the more
positive way of communication. 

TOMAS: In your case as well, it would seem your work with your personal
teacher has been leading you into a greater appreciation of the need for
fostering your inner life. It makes a great difference to your
consciousness to know that when you go within, you are not going in there
to sit in the corner by yourself, but that from inside you are surrounded
by assistance and affection that indeed within you are most connected to
the life that most satisfies you. This is the way the kingdom of heaven
is within you. 

The external demands are those disciplines which are provided for your
safety and survival as you evolve, but seek ye first the kingdom and all
these other things will be added unto you and, in fact, as you establish
your priorities, in time the material life will truly be made much
easier, for you will be able to see what is important and what is not. It
is a process, and remember the Father leads. He will not push you. He
will not demand. He lures you so that the steps you take, you take
willingly and eagerly. 
Elena: Well, I’m eager to progress and I appreciate the help. Thank you.

Reneau: I have a question.
TOMAS: Yes.
Reneau: I don’t know my personal teacher’s name. Is that forthcoming? How
do I find out?
TOMAS: Have you asked your teacher to reveal itself?
Reneau: No.
TOMAS: That would be a good first start.
Reneau: Okay.

TOMAS: Get in the practice right away of investing yourself in your own
spiritual development, rather than leaning upon those like myself to
provide your answers for you. This way, you will have utilized your own
free will to make your growth steps realized. Ask your teacher, and wait
for the answer. It may come quickly, it may come slowly, but before you
ask me, ask your Teacher.

Reneau: Okay.

TOMAS: And then, introduce us. I am sure we will all enjoy knowing the
counselor that is assigned to your personality expression.

Reneau: Me, too.

Men-o-Pah: It’s good to be home with you again, Tomas.

TOMAS: Indeed, my son, it is good to have you here in our midst. It is
good to embrace your spirit once more in our accustomed way.

Men-o-Pah: Most of my thoughtful energy has been given to the work-a-day
things, but Sundays were free and Paula and I were usually out taking in
the beauty of the great Shawnee Forest, and my thoughts were directed
toward all of you.

TOMAS: Indeed.

Men-o-Pah: The last Sunday that we were there, I was able to sing again,
with all my friends in the old church, and one of these was written by a
minister and a composer whose name is Jeffrey O’Hara. He made a
pilgrimage to the Holy Land in 1977 and out of that experience came this
piece of music. And in the beginning of the piece – there are two special
places. In the beginning, he says, "I walked the way that Jesus walked
and felt him close to me". And again, toward the end, "I walked today
where Jesus walked and felt his presence." 

TOMAS: This is a gift that you can enjoy any day, my friend. Jesus walks
with you every day, and in every situation that you allow him to come
with you to be by your side as you go about the Father’s business. He is
always with you. It is only for you to remember this and to feelingly
experience him. It is true, nonetheless, that when you apply yourself
consciously to the song that you sing in his honor, that you become aware
of his presence with you as you pass by.

Men-O-Pah: It is so. I know that.

TOMAS: Indeed. It is also so that our time is coming to an end, and I
have greatly enjoyed being with you today but I regret that so much of
our time was spent listening to my voice instead of the voices that you
have to offer. That, however, is something that we can all look forward
to, for I have no doubt in my mind that each of you will rise to the
occasion and continue your efforts to express that lost chord that
resides within you, to harmonize throughout the realm and rise up on
angel wings to heaven itself. 

Go with God this week and with your celestial helpers as they minister to
you as you minister to others, remembering that Jesus also walks with you
in the path that you have chosen to follow him. Amen. Farewell.