[tmtranscripts] FW: NORTH IDAHO TEAM 5-09-04

[Tom Newbill]

TEACHERS: NEBADONIA...ELYON

DATE: 5-09-04

T/R: MARK ROGERS

SUBJECTS: FOUNDATIONS..MOTHERS' ATTRIBUTES AND ENCOURAGEMENTS

Elyon: Welcome once again my dear ones to our regularly appointed exchange,
this is Elyon. I would accept your offer of commitment to be here and attend
these meetings and I would see this offer of commitment by extending my own,
and I would as well offer to raise the stakes slightly and to elevate your
awareness level as that is how we exchange back and forth, offering and
counteroffering to each other our extensions of faith, building the one upon
the other until we etablish a sturdy platform on which we may function.

Indeed the first and most important foundational blocks are laid when you
each as individuals offer to extend yourselves and take the first steps, and
then by this offer of your commitment to this process, we may then begin to
build this framework wherein we may both be raised up. In your experience
thus far you have seen that the elevation of your being is dependent upon
your willingness to be about the building of this framework, of this
platform, and that without your effort having been put to the test and tried
and found to be the cure, we could not be balancing these larger frameworks
of truth onto the basis which you provide for us.

Indeed your faith is the mortar which binds the layers of your foundation
securely so that we may rest a great structure upon this with the certainty
it will withstand the load, it will endure the test of framework we need to
establish and we use to climb higher in our spiritual progression. Once we
establish the perimiters and parameters of your scafolding, we then are
confident to begin our building process having established the structure
wherewith to work.

Much like the stones used to raise the walls of construction, it is
important to have your lower levels secured as you build so that you may not
experience the uncertainty and insecurity when you build your structures to
a great height. We have these past years, been involved in the instruction
of technique of the finer points of building your foundations and solid
structures, choosing the right materials and techniques to shore up your
faith and provide you with the proper footings. As your spiritual
accomplishments mount, your walls become strong and sturdy and a marvel to
behold as the they represent the sincere efforts of your hearts to rise to
that level.

You have also come to understand through this spiritual process, that the
techniques and avenues available to you, are in a state of flux, and
therefore you find yourself reaching a certain level, and being forced to
adopt new techniques and procedures to utilize the new materials you have at
hand, the new skills you have mastered. Therefore does your building style
change, and more accurately reflect your increased skill level and available
materials.

Sometimes you observe yourselves in great periods of construction, at other
times you observe you have been on holiday from such tasks and are standing
back to obsereve your accomplishments and formulate your new direction and
at other times you find yourselves going back to the drawing board and
determining how your designs may change as your appreciation of your task
increases. All these cycles that you encounter during this process are the
steps to eventual fulfillment of your ultimate designs and expressions of
your ultimate desires.

This is your longterm task, even though you may find yourself diverted in
this direction or that direction to shore up a corner or a wall that demands
your attention, you nevertheless remain focused on your longterm goal of
completion and the distractions along the way only act as minor obstructions
in your overall plan. You have shown great ability to be adaptive at your
process and this is very important because you may not know from your
perspective, where your plans may twist and turn, but your persistense will
guide you through the twists and turns of direction you will encounter when
you poroceed forward.

It is with joy that we witness your acceptance of your position in this
project before you, how you roll up your sleeves and get to work, how you
are ever willing to adjust your methods and modes to try something new and
refine your process of soul construction to accomodate your immediate
realities, all the while maintaining persistense in your overall project.

That lesson having been delivered , I would now shift gears to a new topic
and would take this opportunity on this day to expand your awareness
slightly on the attributes of the Mother Spirit. I would do this as a
tribute to the Mother Spirit on mothers day and to the spirit of motherhood
resisdent in all those out there and would recall to you the extreme
closeness your Universal Mother has for you and with you. The warmth and
nurturing of her presense is so pervasive in your lives that you are not
clearly able to distinguish yourself from her presense, much as a developing
child in the womb is unaware where their body ends and the mothers body
begins, so you are unaware, as developed human beings, where your  existense
ends and your Mothers begins.

It is all around you, embracing you, warming you,  nuturing you, loving you,
with such saturation that you are unaware of its presense. The only way you
may contrast the distinguishment of her presense is through the internal
feelings of isolation that individuals experience when they are separated
from all other life force and are alone in the universe. They experience
great voids of presense and this experience is the closest a human being can
come to being separated from Divine Mother Spirit. They are not, of course
separated, but they experience feelings of great separation when in
quarantine or isolation and these feelings of separation are the closest
human emotions to the experience of the absense of motherhood.

It is with great difficulty that we attempt to make analogies to human
emotions, about which something the human emotion has never experienced, so
therefore any description will be incomplete and insufficient, but by way of
trying to amplify the appreciation for your relationship  with your Divine
Mother, I am attempting to illustrate the inseparability of you and your
Mother. The closeness with which she envelops you is so profound that it is
above description to a mortal creature such as yourself, but we attempt to
elevate appreciation to an increased level as another technique in your
spiritual growth. Therefore when you pray and align yourself with your
divine parent, perhaps there will be and increased sense of aligning
yourself with your divine parents, of sharing your reverence, your love,
your appreciation for the one who so completely nutures you that you may
even be unaware of all that is done on your behalf.

These are the images that I would provide for you today and I would thank
you for keeping this regularly scheduled meeting that we may keep the
continuity of flow consistent. Your ability to adapt to this format has been
well noted and as we expected, you would provide the necessary commitment to
follow through with whatever means and form these meetings take and you have
not showed us otherwise. You have my respect and my love. I appreciate
working with you and look forward to all that we have in our future together
and would withdraw at this time. There are others present. There may be
questions as well. Thankyou.

Nebadonia: I would greet you my children, this is your mother, Nebadonia.
Because you have extended yourselves thus far, and completed your end of
this circuit, I reach to you to complete my end and there we may meet. I am
around you, I am under you, I support you, I give you all that is required
that you may be a child of mine and children of God. I am always there for
you.  Watching over my children is my nature. I hear their calls. The sounds
of your voices, I know. I am concerned with your wellbeing. I feel your
feelings. I share your emotions. I am your mind circuit.

You are all my little ones and I know of you. Just as your earthly mothers
are concerned with the wellbeing of their children, so am I concerned with
your wellbeing. Just as your earthly mothers are concerned with your
longterm wellfare, so am I concerned with your general wellbeing and your
longterm welfare. You may always come to me to share your burdens of life,
to express your joys of life, to simply sit with me and allow me to embrace
you in spirit, allow me to encourage you in life, allow me to pour my love
upon you, allow me to wash you with my love. I will always be there for you
my little ones. I will hear your voices. I will hear your desires. I will
help you to understand. I am there for you always. Come to me as you will,
when you will, and I will be there to meet you as I am now. Bring me your
troubles, bring me your peace, bring me your experience, bring me the love
that you  have grown.

We will share this together, you and I, and I will comfort you and I will
love you forever. On me you may count. On me you may lean. With me me you
may cry your tears of sorrow, you may laugh your laugh of joy. I care so
deeply for you that I feel these things with you, I share with you. Come to
me, and together we will encourage each other to face lifes' challenges
boldly and to become all that our hearts desire. On this day I send you my
peace and my love in this manner, that you may hear my words so as to help
you feel my presense, as to help you embrace the love I have for you.
Thankyou for this meeting, this exchange, this offer of your faith, that we
may have this moment together. Wherever you will reach for me, you will find
me, I will be reaching for you. I leave you with  my peace this day.