[tmtranscripts] Michael 12.6.04 - Rest In His Peace

[Thea Hardy]

This quote captures very well what the experience of facing a diagnosis 
of cancer and dealing with all the fears and feelings and treatment 
choices has been like for me - each piece of information, doctor's 
appointment, etc., is a new chasm, yet each is also an opportunity to 
exercise faith. And many other small pieces provide bits of solid 
ground, as though Mother and Michael have put out their hands for me to 
climb on.  I would not have said that I could do this, but with my 
adjuster, M&M, other celestial sources, and my friends and TM family, 
so far, I am doing this.

Something that is often hard to realize is the thrill of such a cosmic 
adventure. We tend to think of so many of these things in the negative 
- I know that I have done so often. When I look back at my life, it 
sometimes appears to be a series of lessons culminating in these very 
days, as though all the practice made me more ready for this. I don't 
know if the empowerment and energization of making good choices will 
continue but for now, it is actually quite wonderful. And more than one 
person in my position has noticed how blue the sky is, how dear the 
faces of loved ones, how sweet a simple melody - there is an important 
internal prioritization that seems to happen. And I really don't want 
to take that for granted ever again.

I have extreme gratitude for being prepared this way - there are many 
battles yet to fight, but I am practicing for now fighting fear, and I 
figure if I can manage that one, the rest will be doable.

These words are very real to me - and others in my life have asked that 
I accept Michael's (and Mother's) love particularly at this time. I 
have put this into my daily treatment plan - time just letting M&M love 
me.

Thea


On Dec 12, 2004, at 10:44 PM, JERRY LANE wrote:

> Mother Nebadonia last week gave you a vision of standing on the edge 
> of a vast chasm of the unknown that, with courage, you step off into, 
> and the ground, as if magically, is created beneath your feet with 
> each step.  So you are forever on the edge of the unknown, and yet 
> with confidence and faith in God’s creativity, you step off again and 
> again.