[tmtranscripts] Welmek, June 13, 2002

[Donna DIngillo]

WELMEK – RE-COURSING YOUR LIFE
JUNE 13, 2002

Welmek:  Good evening. This is your friend and teacher, Welmek.  Thank
you all for being here this evening.  It gives me great pleasure to
address you and to continue the instruction of spiritual growth.  

For those of you attending at our last session, I began to discourse on
the idea of re-coursing your life.  And I wish to continue in this vein
for the next several weeks, as we attempt to guide you in your internal
introspection of what it is you wish to manifest in your life at this
time. But for those of you not present, I would like to bring you up to
speed on this idea of re-course.  The term re-course has many
connotations, and I am using the word for the theme of our discussion in
the way that helps you to begin to think about your life and what it is
you would like to achieve. 

You have all been on a spiritual path for many years at various levels of
intensity and study, but now you have felt the spiritual pressure, and
you are now at a point where you wish to be more fully alive in the
spirit.  So your lives have changed.  And they continue to change.  And
the idea of re-course that I bring to the discussion table, is to help
you orient yourself now in this new life, this robust spiritual life that
you are now striving for.  And I wish to offer you tools and suggestions,
and to be a place where you can bring your questions and concerns, so
that we as your teachers can assist you to being more fully alive in the
spirit.  Are there any questions before we begin?  (Pause.)  Very well!

Each of you has been given a pilot to accompany you throughout your life.
 This is, as your text says or calls it, your Thought Adjuster.  It is
the spirit within that pulls you God-ward that has within it, your life
plan. And it is by your choices, your decisions, and your God-centered
thinking that moves you forward.  You have been educated to the concept
of this Though Adjuster pilot in your life, and now I wish to encourage
you to be more fully cooperative so that you can be re-coursed in your
life more consciously by your spirit within.  

So let us take this idea into the stillness and ask your pilot now to
guide you more assuredly into the path that the Father has planned for
you.  It is not so much that your pilot needs to move forward, it is your
conscious and inner awareness that needs to be expanded.  And this is the
idea of re-course I would like to focus on this evening - for you to more
fully feel, and to be more consciously aware of the blending that occurs
when you are working cooperatively with your inner pilot.  

I want you to imagine that you are the captain now on a ship.  And this
is a new ship and you are a young captain, but the pilot that has been
assigned to you is very well-experienced and has tremendous knowledge of
the waters that you will be navigating. And even though you have not
navigated these waters, you know this pilot, you know the pilot’s
reputation, and you know the pilot is someone who is trustworthy and
strong and courageous.  

So I want you in your mind’s eye to go up to the pilot and shake your
pilot’s hand.   And look your pilot in the eye if you can and say, “I am
aboard, and I trust you to accompany me on this journey to reach our
final destination safely.”  And I want you to spend a few moments now in
the stillness looking your pilot in the eye and sensing its presence
within you.  (Long pause.)  

Now I would like you to continue this visualization exercise by being on
a ship now, and pulling away from the harbor and taking the boat onto the
high seas.  And just let yourself feel the connection with your pilot,
and ask for your awareness and understanding of the idea of the pilot and
the idea of the captain to work within your mind.  And spend a few
moments in asking for this understanding.  (Long pause.)  

I am going to bring you back to dry land now, and ask you if you were
able to get a sense of the relationship that you felt with your pilot,
and to summarize that in one or two sentences, and we will continue our
discussion.

Student:  Welmek, my ship felt very sleek and new so I put the throttle
all the way forwards, because I have complete trust in my pilot.  And I
feel I can bring every decision that I have to make to my pilot.  I don’t
have to make any decisions on my own anymore, so I feel completely
confident that I can go through these rough seas at the fastest possible
way this ship can carry me, because of the great love I see on the other
side, on the shores that I’m trying to reach.   Should I take more
caution, or shall I continue just bringing all my decisions to the Father
– each and every one so I don’t have to make, have the burden of, making
decisions any more, on my own?  

Welmek:  I would say that this is advisable to do in many situations but
there will come a point in your life when the pilot wishes you to choose
and the decisions are yours and yours along to make.  You will be given
better insight and guidance as to some of the ramifications of your
decisions but not all, for there is much learning in acquiring life’s
experience.  

I did notice though, in your response that you wanted to go at full
throttle.  And to be at full throttle implies that you are in a race. 
And I would suggest to you to enjoy the journey as you move to your
Divine destination; that there are times when the pace will be slow
because you are in calm waters.  And you might even want to drop anchor
for awhile, and take a swim.  And what I mean by this is, that you will
gain much enjoyment of life if you savor those moments of growth and
experience and let them become fully a part of who you are.  You have a
long journey ahead of you, and it is imperative that you have this trust
strong.  And it is commendable that you are now engaged in this practice
of turning to your pilot for guidance in making your decisions.  I would
just add in this scenario, to allow yourself to enjoy where you are being
piloted toward in all of your experiences, no matter where you are shown.
 Do you understand?  (Yes, it was a beautiful answer.)  

Student:  Welmek, do you think I’m ready to start over?   

Welmek:  I would ask you clarify that a little more for me.

Student:  I was thinking, hoping to re-course my life.  I wouldn’t think
I’m ready yet.  I thought I’ve got little bits and pieces of unfinished
business.  I’m just not sure when to actually say that I’m ready to on –
start over again.

Welmek:  My brother, this re-course of your life can take many shapes and
be done in many different ways.  The most important component of
re-coursing your life is in your intention.  I would ask you to search in
your heart those places where you feel you want to move ahead, and to
also search your heart, with sincerity, in those places where you still
feel you have unfinished business that may be preventing from moving in
the new direction.  

When you are in those places where you must attend to this unfinished
business, I would encourage you to have a conversation with your elder
brother, Jesus, and ask for His advice and for His wisdom and for His
understanding into the factors that are affecting your current mental
posture.  In this way you will obtain greater wisdom and insight, and you
will have a wider range of options presented to you, and then you can
choose where or not, and how it is that you wish to tend to your
unfinished business.  And in so doing will release you from the
obligations you feel that prevent you from moving ahead in your life.  

Does this help?  (Thank you.)  Do you need any further clarification on
this?  (Thank you very much, that was quite a good answer!)  I encourage
you to spend time with your brother, Jesus, and let Him mister to you
with loving devotion and wise council.  (Thank you, Welmek.) You are most
welcome!

Student:  Welmek, this is J. I just sense a presence.  It has always been
there, going back to being a very small little child.  It’s always there
when, for some reason or other, I think about it or try to find its
presence.  But it’s too much a part of me to separate, because it’s there
in every memory.  It’s part of every memory.  But mostly it’s the truth
and I am just contradistinct as the will.  And usually the truth is an
awfully lot more than the will.  

Welmek:  The truth is the standard which your will will eventually
envelope totally.
At the human level, the will is erratically trying to ascertain the truth
of the Father.  It only sees a portion of the truth, but there is
something within you that does sense the greater magnitude of the truth. 
And you are, by each decision you make that is of the Father’s will,
digesting that morsel of truth.  And the more truth you ingest, the more
hungry you become for it.  And as the Father’s truth grows within you,
the reception of this truth grows within you; so will your willingness to
follow it grows, to the eventuality that there will be nothing but the
truth within you; and the will and the truth will be as one.  This is
your destiny, my son.  It is a grand and glorious destiny; do you not
agree?  (Oh yes!  It’s an awesome promise!  Thank you!)  

Student:  Yes, Welmek, this is D.  Right now I’m enraptured by my very
own essence. Yes, it’s a very - One!  It’s like when I saw into the eyes
of my indwelling spirit, I saw myself.  I saw absolute consciousness,
absolute goodness, absolute peace, and there was a blending; there was no
separateness.  And my body right now is, it’s just vibrating with I guess
glory, or my own magnificence.  I feel like I’m at the shore, but I am
apprehensive to step onto the shoreline, because I’m afraid of power –
spiritual power.  

And what I experienced the other day when I visited with the counselor, I
said to him I forgot how it was to be a little boy.  And when I came into
that feeling again of being a little boy, I mentioned, I said, I see this
door that I have opened a little bit, and beyond that door was the light.
 But up until this point, I have been afraid of fully embracing that
light.  But now I wish to embrace it all, and step onto that shoreline,
and live the truth here and now.  

Welmek:  Have you made that decision now deep within your soul?  

Student:  I feel it.  I feel it welling up within me.  It’s like a
fountain of light and warmth, in my solar plexus, just pervading upward
through my being.  

Welmek:  And would you say you have overcome the fear to step into the
light?

Student:  I don’t know?  I still feel a little apprehensive, because the
change would be so remarkable.

Welmek:  Then I suggest to you that perhaps a little more soul searching
is necessary.  

Student:  Yes.  Part of it is because I don’t want to leave my children
behind.  I want them to come along with me, and to share my rapture.

Welmek:  I understand your desire, but I encourage you to think of them
as on their own journey with their own ability to make their decisions
whether or not that they wish to accompany you.  It is not for you to
bring them along with you, for this is your journey to make in pilgrimage
of your own quest of finding the Father.  I do not say this to discourage
you, but I hope that you will see that you are a separate individual from
them, and this will in no way truly diminish any kind of bond you have
with them, if there is this deep love, true love that exists between you
and your children.  

I would advise you to look deeper into why you wanted this – them to
accompany you.  Go deeper into your heart.  Go deeper into your fear. 
Ask Michael to accompany you there, and to show you those things within
you that still retain the dark speck of fear that you are sensing.  It is
something that He will release from you, if you go into that place of
sincere and earnest seeking.  But you must present it to Him in a way
where He can reach you and reveal Himself even more deeply than He has
before.  And that comes from the heart, the open heart of the son
yearning for his Father.  Do you understand my meaning?  (Yes I do.)  Do
you have any other questions?  (Not at this time.  Thank you.)  You are
most welcome!  

Are there any other comments on the experience of sensing your
relationship between you and your inner spirit, as this internal pilot? 
(Pause.)  

Student:  Come on L, let’s hear it!  (I don’t have anything to say. 
Thank you.) 

Welmek: P., perhaps you would like to ask a question? (Laughter.)

Student:  Well!  My ship is like, you know, sort of like a ferry because,
I came over on the ferry so it was sleek and white and shinny, and I was
a dashing captain with black hair and young. And my pilot was sort of
like, swarthy and shorter and older and like really strong and he was
simple, you know; he wasn’t a complex person, he was a simple person, and
he did one thing, and he did one thing almost without having to think
about it because it was just his whole being.  And he had, sort of round
little blue eyes; and the one thing that stood out was that he was
totally dedicated to me.  And the thing that he seemed to like best about
me was my humor, and it delighted him.  And that’s what I remember!   

Welmek:  Thank you for sharing.  And so your humor delights us all!  It
is always a joy to watch how you humans amuse one another with your mirth
and laughter.  

And so in this atmosphere of celebrating with the pilot, this
lightheartedness and humor that you have, do you sense within you more of
the joy that comes with turning your life over to your pilot with more
assurance and, I would say, consistency?  

Student:  This is an open question?  (This is a question to you, P.)  Oh!
 I’m sorry, I wasn’t giving it my fully attention.  More consistency is
the hook?  

Welmek:  Use the delight that you sensed in this relationship to foster a
more deeply rooted commitment within yourself to follow the leadings of
your inner spirit.  It is true that the Father delights in all of his
children.  And so in delighting in their children, would it not be
advisable for the child to want to please the Father?  And what would
give the Father more joy than for Him to show you how much He loves you,
how much He admires those fine qualities that you exhibit.  And the more
you sense of this delight in you, do you not think that you would want to
show your Father more and more how you can amuse Him?  (Yes, that
follows.)

The playful spirit that you have is one that is so necessary in healing
all of your brothers and sisters, for their lives are filled with such
burden and dread, and over-concerned for their own welfare.  And the more
you find how your Father delights in you, the more you will lift your
spirit into that realm of self-forgetfulness and be more and more of
service to your brothers and sisters through this most blessed gift of
joy and humor.  

I encourage you to spend time in allowing yourself to feel a deeper
connection in how the Father relates to you in this attitude and energy. 
It will re-course you and heal you and uplift you, and feed that which
has been troubling you in your spirit – to your soul’s satisfaction.  Do
you understand my meaning?   

Student:  Well I can’t say that I exactly do.  (Please articulate a
question.)  I’m being asked to explore how I can understand my Father’s
part in my humor; and by the exploration of that, it will re-course my
life so that, that humor can be used to uplift those people the Father
brings to me for that ministry?  

Welmek:  I would rephrase that a little differently.  What you related to
me in the experience was that you sensed the pilots’ delight in you.  Is
this an accurate restatement?   (Yes.)  Open yourself to experience this
more.  It is not a matter of understanding how the Father relates to you;
it is a matter of feeling, experiencing the Father’s delight in you. 
This is different.  (Yes, it’s a good point!)  All you need to do is to
feel this, and to let it expand and let it fill all of those places
within you that have been harboring those other non-spiritual commodities
that have been troubling your soul.  

The more you focus on the Father’s delight in you, the sheer delight, the
uplifting delight, the more you will be re-coursed into your new life,
and your new role of what your life can become in alignment with your
pilot.  Do you understand the distinction now?  (Yes I do, and I
appreciate it.)

My friends, you are all on a journey that takes you through troubling
waters, turbulent seas.  The course of life on this planet is not always
smooth sailing, as you well know.  And there may be times ahead where you
will be very stirred up indeed by the conditions that you see before you
on your planet.  Now is the time to think seriously on this idea of
recourse and to make a firmer commitment to be unified with your pilot.  

Turbulent times are ahead.  It is only in this alignment with your
spirit, will you sense in yourself a new direction, a bold direction; a
direction that is firmly rooted in peace, confidence, strength, security,
direction, truth and goodness.  Search your heart to see where are all
those places where you have felt inconsistency or lack of interest in
making this commitment.  Ask for spiritual assistance.  Spend time with
Michael in asking Him to accompany you.  Spend time with the Father and
allow the down-grasp of your inner spirit to anchor you and give you the
spiritual sustenance you need to motivate you into this commitment.  

I cannot emphasize this enough, at this time.  All of you have chosen
this spiritual path, and there must be a reason why this is so.  Go
within; ask yourself this question.  Allow the Father to guide you. 
Allow the spiritual agencies to draw near to you, to help you.  Ask
Mother Spirit and Michael to comfort you, to uphold you.  You cannot fail
when you use these spiritual tools you have available.  You only have to
ask and it is presented.  

Before I conclude this evening, are there any further questions or things
that I can more fully clarify for you?

Student:  Welmek, I have a technical question that has been coming up
with several of us, as Machiventa mentions that we’re ready for
cataclysmic changes.  Is that going to be accompanied with this new
hydrogen based energy release.  This new technique of reducing hydrogen
to “hydrinos” - yielding heat and stable (by-products) that would
transform heating and cooling and transportation.  Is that something that
we should be becoming familiar with, along with the other cataclysmic
changes?  

Welmek:  As the old ways give way to the new, there will be new
inventions – discoveries – ways to capture the energies existing to use
for the benefit of your planet.  I am not permitted to speak on this
particular topic, but I would suggest that if helping your society
implement new ideas interests you, then this would be an area that you
could study and labor in, if you so desire.  

There will be many new technologies that will spring forth, but I cannot
comment on what they will be, nor the time in which they will be
implemented in your society.  And I trust that you understand why this is
so?  (Thank you.  Yes, I do!)

Welmek:  You have been given much food for thought this evening, and I
encourage you to study this transcript and to take this idea of recourse
into the stillness, and allow yourself to be more fully aligned in the
Father’s will for the direction of your life.  Good evening.