[tmtranscripts] Welmek, July 11, 2002

[Donna DIngillo]

WELMEK – REHEARSING YOUR LIFE
JULY 11, 2002

Good evening.  This is Welmek, your friend and teacher.  It is good to be
with you again after our short break.  I have another topic prepared for
our discussion this evening.  But before we move into that, I ask you now
if you have any questions or comments on the previous series of lessons
we did on recoursing your life?

Student:  Welmek I have a question on when we were on our ship with our
indwelling spirit as our pilot.  Where is Michael and Mother Spirit on
this boat? 

Welmek:  For the purpose of this exercise, I was not referring to them as
part of the picture.  This was an opportunity for you to come to a
greater experiential realization within your being of the work of your
Thought Adjuster.  

The role and function of Michael and Mother Spirit are also unique in
your life.  Perhaps in other lessons, if you are willing, we will engage
in lessons of an experiential nature to sense the presence of Michael and
to know the function of Michael, and to sense the presence of Mother and
know the function of Mother in your life.  

Is this something that interests all of you?  (All say yes!)  Very well,
I will prepare lessons that will encourage and assist you in a greater
understanding of who our Divine Parents are at this local universe level.
Are there any other questions or comments?

Student:  I have been very, very low in energy to get through the day.  I
also had a very difficult time focusing.  And I’m not working because of
my various challenges, and therefore I have a tremendous amount of time
that needs to be filled.  And so I would like some advice if that’s
appropriate.

Welmek:  Physical exercise is very important to your overall wellbeing. 
It will be helpful if you can engage in thirty minutes or so each day in
some exercise that stimulates your body for it will also stimulate your
mind and help you to become more mentally clear.  

Walking is very good for it is not stressful, and it will provide the
stimulation that you need.  And I would recommend that you do it in the
morning before the heat of the day builds up for it is not advisable to
walk when it is too hot.  Secondly, I encourage you to seek those in a
healing profession that have knowledge of those inabilities within you to
concentrate, and ask for some concentration and focusing exercise, and to
spend fifteen minutes, three times a day in practicing focusing your
concentration. 

While stillness is a focusing activity, it is designed to foster your
relationship with the Father.  And the focusing activities I am
suggesting are merely that – to help your mind respond and to improve
certain cognitive functions and brain operations that are not allowing
you the level of concentration you desire.  

There are people in your community that can assist you, and I encourage
you to now seek them out. Tell them of your problem and frustration, and
let them help you. And, practice this and see what results you gain.  Do
you find this to be helpful? 

Student:  Yes, and I will seek out those people, and I will find the
focusing exercises.  And that should be helpful.  I try to walk about
twenty minutes a day, and I can easily up it to thirty.  And so, I thank
you very much for those thoughts. 

Welmek:  Do you have any other questions this evening?  Should I keep
taking the medication, which is prescribed for Parkinson’s, and also the
antidepressant, which I am taking, and also medication for reduced
anxiety? 

Welmek:  This I cannot answer for you.  It is not up to us to determine
that which is medically prescribed for you inasmuch as this falls within
the parameters of your choice and your pursuit of a greater understand
about your health.  

I would recommend that you have a talk with your inner spirit about your
concerns about the medications that you are taking.  Let your inner
guidance move you in the direction that will be right for you.  This is
somewhat challenging, I understand, but we are concerned mainly with your
spiritual growth, and helping you to go within to obtain the guidance you
need in order to make decisions that are based on wisdom, insight,
cooperation with your spirit, and the guidance of your Divine Source.  Do
you understand?  

Student:  I spend about a half an hour everyday in formal prayer, and I’m
still having a problem discerning what is me and what is my Thought
Adjuster.  I haven’t reached a point where I feel I’m clear about how to
determine information or suggestions that are coming from me or that are
coming from my Thought Adjuster.

Welmek:  At this point, I would suggest, that it will be quite difficult
for you to distinguish that which is the human mind and that which is the
Divine voice.  I would encourage you to spend less time in trying to
discern that which is, and following those prompts within that engender
those feelings of peace, a sense of self-worth, self-validation,
confidence.  These are character building times for you.  And to spend
time in determining when it is the Father’s voice speaking to you or when
it is the sound of your own mind talking to you will create a tendency to
over-analyze being in relationship with the Father instead of relaxing
into the experience, allowing yourself to naturally respond to the
current in your mind that yields more spiritized thinking.
 
I want you to spend time meditating on this answer after you have read
the transcript, for I believe that it will help you understand that you
are just beginning now to become more consciously aware of a higher
leading within you. And it will take many days and months of practicing
stillness before you are more confident that you are indeed receiving
guidance.  For now, relax. Know that you are loved; know that you are
guided, supported, and that all your needs will be met when you come to
the Father and ask Him to nurture you along your path.  Patience is the
key.  Perseverance is the stamina you need now to continue in faith. 
Faith will unfold and yield your life in a new direction.  Does this
help?  

Student:  Very much. Thank you very, very much!  I really appreciate what
you have said, and I will follow your direction and your suggestions.  

Welmek:  There is a great tendency, once you begin to grow spiritually
and become aware of the idea of another voice directing your life, to
spend time in trying to distinguish that which is yours and that which is
divine.  And we acknowledge this, and we understand this.  And so we are
here to encourage you to know that your mind is being re-keyed, and
realigned every time you spend your life communing with the Father;
seeking guidance, seeking wisdom.  Let this process unfold naturally.  

You bring your conscious cooperation to the Father.  The Father, in His
ministry to you, works in your mind to conform your thinking to those
thoughts of the Divine Way.  It is not important to figure out where you
are in this unfolding.  It is not important to assess yourself: how you
are growing, how you are progressing, if you are doing it right.  If you
are sincerely trying to do the Father’s will with an open heart and a
receptive mind – know that your progress is assured. That each day you
practice, mastery comes that much closer.  

Are there any other questions from anyone else before we continue?  

Now that we have spent time on the topic of Recoursing your Life, I wish
to spend a lesson or so on the topic of Rehearsing your Life.  For this
follows in that vein, and will give you an opportunity to look at how you
live now, how you portray yourself to the world, and to the Father.  

So I would like you now to envision yourself on a stage.  There is a
spotlight on you, and in front of you is an audience watching you.  How
do you feel?  Are you nervous?  Are you excited?  You are onstage ready
to perform for the audience.  You are ready to show the world who you
are.  Spend a few moments in this scenario, and notice what it is that
you are experiencing.  (Pause)  Who would like to share what they are
experiencing in this picture of being onstage?

Student:  I’m experiencing fear – fear and anxiety and
self-consciousness, and the concern that I don’t, or will not perform as
expected.  (Thank you.)

Student:  Welmek, I think that I feel very much the same thing.  I think
an intense, immediate not knowing what to do, or how to express myself,
would lead me to very quickly sit down, go into meditation on that
audience and just be.  (Thank you.)  

Student:  Welmek, my experience is, I’m quite excited; my heart’s beating
quite fast, because I feel I have the opportunity to tell my brothers’
and sisters’ about my Father.  And so I would say a prayer that my words
will become Michael’s words; He will guide me.  And in confidence I
believe I will perform as expected - as I would expect.  (Thank you.)

Student:  Welmek, I feel a basic adequacy, and yet in another way I feel
inadequate.  I feel that I can face the audience with confidence and
honesty and all, but I feel inadequate to bring to them something of true
meaning or fulfillment.  My fear is that I will just leave them flat
somehow, and not to be interesting, and not bring them any- thing of
importance.  I feel basically something’s missing; it’s a form of
inadequacy there.  But that I’ve overcome some of the basic kinds of
fears that people might experience, and yet there’s still a level where
I’m afraid of a lacking.  (Thank you.)  

Welmek:  Now I want you to continue this visualization; only in this
depiction the light shining on you is the light of the Father’s love for
you.  And as you are onstage, you feel this light fill your body; and it
is so expansive within you that you feel the light emanate from your
being, so that your body is lit up from the inside out, and the people
onstage see this golden light shining forth from you.  Spend a few
moments, and be in this light, and become this light; let it overtake
you.  (Long pause)  

Let the light from your being reach out into the audience.  Send it out
to the audience.  And when you feel it begin to wane, focus only on the
light from above – from your Divine Source and Center, and ask for more
to feed you, to infuse you.  And let that overtake your being with
strength and security.  (Pause)  Now in this state, I invite your
comments on what you are experiencing now in this depiction.

Student:  Welmek, it’s changed to an incredible calmness and a joy that I
can share this beautiful light with the audience.  

Welmek:  And do you notice anything of the audience response to you in
this?  

Student:  And they’re all smiles.  (Thank you.)

Student:  Welmek, I have a sense of just a wonderful balance, just
perfect balance.  It’s like before the light I was just imploding under a
thousand pairs of eyes, all focused on me; just imploding.  And then this
outward surge until, all of a sudden, there’s just a perfect balance
between that.  And then I looked out and all the audience now are
individuals; there is no audience, its just all these separate people. 
And I’m very tempted to take something out of history and just hold up a
flower, and see how many smile.  (Thank you.)  

Student:  I feel a sense of peace and openness, and an availability to
fulfill whatever peoples needs might be; to act as a feedback-loop with
them to try to channel wisdom, if possible.  And yet I also feel a
tension, and around my eyes that is just a superficial area that is
stubborn and refusing to release and let this energy flow.  I don’t feel
it as a major handicap, but just a point of interest.  And I would look
forward to being able to raise the consciousness of the audience and
myself, somehow, in a spirit of communal exploration and hopefully – joy.
 (Thank you.)  

Welmek:  You raise an interesting idea that I will address a little later
on.  Are there any other experiences to share?  

Student:  I feel a light within, and I feel that I could perform for the
audience, either as a humorist or as a philosopher.  And my
self-consciousness is very much reduced, and I would have a good time,
and they would have a good time when I choose to perform.  (Thank you.)

Welmek:  So you see, my friends, what a big difference there has been in
your answers.  When you thought you were on stage and the light of
inspection was on you, how it made you feel – excited or self-conscious. 
But when the light of love and acceptance was on you, how much more
peaceful and balanced and self-confident and poised you were.  

And so each day, as you live your life, you are on that stage; you are
performing for your brothers and sisters to show them how much of the
Father’s love you have within you, that you reflect back to them.  Each
day you reveal that which you feel in staying connected to the Father. 
The degree, to which you are self-confident, calm, and balanced, is the
degree to which you feel and express the Father’s love.  It is this
simple.  

The prompt, as it were, is to remember to look up at that spotlight and
to know that it is the Fathers’ light and love shining upon you, and
warming your being to dissolve all feelings of self-consciousness,
nervousness; that you can always put your best foot forward to the public
and let them see your beauty – your gifts, your abilities to share with
them something of joy.  

Your world is starving for this.  Your culture places great value on
those who are in the public eye.  These people have become the popular
heroes of the day.  And yet these heroes are very human, and they make
many mistakes in judgment and sometimes are not very positive or
inspiring role models for people to follow.  

But we see you, my friends, as the true heroes.  For you are, as it were,
onstage each day performing for your brothers and sisters and showing
them, revealing to them the ways of spirit, and helping them to see that
there is another way.  When you perform for your brothers and sisters
know that you are not onstage without a script, without talent.  You have
been given much, and you are always connected to that Source, who directs
you, who prompts you, who always feeds you with how to respond, and how
to perform.  

You do not need to worry how the audience will react to you if you can
stay connected to your Divine Source and light; know that your response
will receive a standing ovation.  Are there any comments on this idea of
rehearsing your life now?  

Student responses: It’s very helpful.  It’s very encouraging!  It paints
a beautiful picture of what we can be.  It validates our daily
interactions as being important. 

Welmek:  Each day you are on the stage you are rehearsing your life more
and more, until you will actually be that performer who responds to the
audience, and gains more of a following.  For what do people respond to:
warmth, humor, new ideas that uplift the spirit.  And when a person views
a performance that inspires and makes them feel good, do they not want to
share this with their friends and tell everyone about it?  

And so my friends, you have this opportunity now, to so live your lives –
to be that inspiration for your fellows – that they will say, “You have
to meet my friends, C. and R. and R. and P. and J.  You have to meet
these people, they are so wonderful and alive and vibrant.  And they have
life figured out.  Boy, I really wish I had what they have!”  

Wouldn’t that be a great way to validate what you have experienced in
your life?  Think about this my friends.  You have that opportunity each
day. And the more you rehearse this, the better you become at this until
you stand on that stage, in full confidence, in the beauty of who you
are, and the gifts that you have to share. 

The idea that I also wished to address, which was in response to C’s
comments, was in the vein of elevating the audience to a heightened level
of understanding.  That when you are onstage, you are in command, you
have as you say, a captive audience, and they are very responsive to
infusing your words into their lives; into their being.  And so you
conduct, as it were, in them a new train of thought, that will permeate
their being and add spiritual endowments into their lives.  

This is a natural outpouring of the ministry that you perform to them. 
And it is not so much a conscious recognition on your part of what you
do, but it is a spiritual byproduct of what occurs when you so live, and
so perform your life in accordance with the Father.  

And so I thank C. for raising this point, for it does give you another
idea to consider as you stand onstage.  What you are giving them is of
high value and a great service.  And I encourage you to not so much dwell
on this idea as much as staying connected to your Divine Source.  But
know that what you do and what you offer is having a great impact on the
souls of those who hear your words.

Was it not one of your great playwrights who said, “All the world is a
stage, and we are but mere actors?”  Act your part.  Perform your role as
a child of the Father, and see how you can captivate the audience as you
live your life.  

Are there any other comments or questions before we conclude this
evening?  

Student:  Welmek, this is a curiosity.  I feel a great love coming
through you, and I would like at some point to be able to visualize you. 
Will this ever be possible?  

Welmek:  I would ask each of you now to close your eyes, and ask for an
impression to be made within your mind of my presence.  (Pause)  While I
have not the form that you have, I am distinct, I am real, I am
discernable.  But you must see me in your mind’s eye, and not with the
eye of your body.  And so in asking for your mind to be impressed, know
that it may take some time, but you will one day see my presence.  (Thank
you.  I look forward to it!)

Student: And Welmek, Anatolia, one time held out the beautiful
possibility that we will meet face-to-face one of these days.

Welmek:  This, my friend, is true I assure you. For I will concur with
her that it will be a moment of great joy for me when we can embrace
face-to-face, eye-to-eye, and you can see me and I can see you in the
form we share.  This will happen!  And it will be a day that I will long
cherish.  

For now, I enfold you in my love, and the love of our Creator Father, and
Creative Mother, whose love makes our lives possible.  Whose love reaches
out to all, and enfolds us in family.  For we are family: brother,
sister, friend, guide, and our love for you only grows stronger, the more
we come to know you and serve you.  

So as I take my leave, feel my love and the love of all those who are
gathered here in observance.  Let this love fill your being – the love of
brother and sister in this family.  Good evening.